WHAT DO YOU DO? When doctor tell you, you have got only 18 months to live?
I don’t know. Sad? Cry? Why me?? What have I done? What have i NOT done? Oh, plenty!!
Any regrets? YES !! Hell lots of regrets!! I should have gone for check up earlier.. I should have eaten according to the guide lines..I should really have spend more time with my love one..I should have save more money..I shouldn’t have eaten that much of preserved food, may be thats the reason why I left with 18 months…
Any QUESTIONS? Hell YES!! Why didn’t you tell me before i am at risk? Why didn’t you pick it up during the last appointment? WHY?? WHY OF ALL PEOPLE ME?? Things happen for a reason? What bloody reason could it be? You ask me to think positively? Hey hey!! DON’T you dare, don’t even say That infront of me-I will give you a punch right on to your face!!
WHAT DO YOU DO? When you heard Dr telling other people that they only have 18 months to live?
I also don’t know.. May be they are lucky- atleast they know the date and can plan ahead? But same time they can be so unlucky, sitting around counting down for that 18 months, might as well don’t know and live on happily? HOW? Tell them to think positively? " Is OK, it can be worse.." How worse can it be? Who am I to judge?THIS IS THE WORSE FOR THEM!!
All i can do -is to sit with them and listen quietly..and think quietly, what do I do if I am the one?
For those who only left with 18 months, please be strong and live on…
For those who already finished their 18 months, may you rest in peace…
For all of us who doesn’t know, we might not even have 18 months..so, what would you do?